Spring

When the spring comes Id like to say that ill be the happiest girl around,
But the thing is I'm not sure if it will bring the same warmth that it has before,
With the melting of the snow and rolling down your car window.
When you can hear the music from other peoples cars quiet clearly,
you know that Spring is on its way.
Im not sure if im ready for the feeling of the sun.
Or the smell of the air fresh and clean,
But not at all like any laudry detergent claiming to smell spring fresh.
(The truth is i never thought spring smelt much like laundry detergent)
I think its rather a crisp smell really,
yet its not warm enough to heat up your lungs.
My favorite thing to do is "play summer"
when you go outside and sit in the sun and pretend that you are toasting quiet well,
Sitting and feeling the sudden gust of air that sends the shivers up and down your entire body.
Now that is spring.

I cant get this idea of spring off my mind.
I can hear it now, the sound of the world around me coming alive.
The birds catching up on things they've missed while they've been away,
And the leaves rustling soothingly in the breeze.
And if I could tell you how spring tastes, boy if only I could tell you, welllll...
I would say it tastes like watermelon, because that was my favorite.

I hope my spring it hasnt changed and time has yet to show and tell me.
I always promised myself I would never forget the simple pleasures in life,
But sometimes growing older just has its way of changing things on you,
Without even consulting you first, how rude, right?!....
But then again its things like spring, that quietly whisper a small reminder in you ear...
Of who you are and what you always held to be important,
Because i know i can always count on it to bring me back...
To a small child who will always be inside of me, who knew how to take the smiple things,
And turn them into extrodinary things.

Finally...

I am so excited that my friday night class is over! My last class was last night. It wasn't a bad class, but there was just so much work that we had to do for one credit. I've been so stressed out with all the work that I've had to do for school that having one less class is going to be such a load off of me. It's funny though, because during school I feel so freaked that I'm not going to get everythnig done on time, I just can't wait to get a break, but when summer comes and theres only a few weeks left I cant wait to go back. Maybe I need to learn not to procrasinate. I wonder how people can do it. I always tell myself that this time Ill do thnigs on time, but it never happens. Oh well, maybe next semester Ill be on top of the ball. :)

WoW...

This really blows. All I want to do is write my blog. This will be the third time I am writing it. Everytime I push the publish button it makes me go to the sign in screen... so like a good person I do as told. Then, when I push login it tells me that there is an error. My thoughts of everything have gone out the drain and all I want to do is publish this draft so that tom. night I don't have to do it after my night class that goes until 8:30. AHHHHHH!!! I am just writing and I feel as is this is a waste because when I push the publish button at the bottom of the screen it is going to make me sign in and this will have been another 8 mins of my life wasted. I want to go out... PLEASE WORK!!!

Parking Lot Trouble.

So, today was just not so great of a day. I got home after my first field experience of the semester and decided to start my Reader Response for my other English class, when I thought that it would be a good idea to run to the bank. I had a good amount of time before my class started, but I wanted to make sure that I would be able to do the assignment and eat dinner and all that good stuff before class. So I get to the bank and there's a gazillion people in line, and of course I wait and it takes me 2 minutes to do my transaction and I'm done. I quickly walk to my car and pull out of the parking spot, and as I'm trying to leave the parking lot someone else is pushing to get into it. Mind you this parking lot sucks and there's absolutely no space for two cars to fit next to each other, so I reverse to let him in and BANG! As I was reversing to let the guy in, someone else was reversing out of their spot. I was sooooo pissed and felt horrible! Luckily, the guy was super nice and wasn't a complete asshole like in Dane Cook, "HOW COULD YOU LET ME HIT YOUR CAR!" Except different, but you get it. Anyway, I'm glad that it wasn't too bad, and that no one got hurt.

Hmmm...

Great, now that I've created myself a new account for my blog hopefully it will let me sign in from now on. I wonder if the thing I wrote without looking is gone forever? Weird how things like this happen with technology. I swear, I've been having so many problems with computers and such lately. I had to practically reformat my computer the other day because somehow someone was looking at the info. on my computer. I know there's a word for that, but i can't think of it. (For all I know I could be describing the whole problem wrong.) Anyway, speaking of technology, it makes me wonder if it's such a great thing sometimes. I think in some cases it is, but are we becoming too reliant on it? I mean even when it comes to me, without the Internet I'm lost. Well, without my computer I'm lost. Sometimes it just make me wonder if someday we're going to have an I:Robot experience in our lives. I don't know if that sounds too corny, but whatever. Seriously though, are we becoming lazy and depending on technology to do things for us, or is it the opposite and being able to use technology and understand it is this wonderful amazing art?